Sunday, March 23, 2008
Riverfool
Man U 3 RiverFool 0 enuff said.... totally disgusting shit from the merseysiders. I only watched till half time and decided enuff is enuff. Gone are the days where Liverpool passed the ball ard till we all gona fall asleep before doing a killer move like an eagle swiping down for a kill. The Liverpool now makes me sleep from the 1st minute. Damm the Reds
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Using heart is hard
How many times have we used our heart over our head to make a decision and came off tinking what it might have been had we be more clear minded? In my younger days, i always thought the heart will rule over the head, do what your heart says my voice in the head always echos...until recently where i know my dad is getting on in years, with illnesses starting to ravage the flailing human body. It made me change my viewpoint. As the eldest son, i know i have to do something about it.
Im at a crossroad now. Lying ahead of me are three routes:
A. To carry on working in my present co. under a diff dept with a good pay.
B. Join a company with a familiar environment consisting of some colleagues i have worked for 4 years.
C. Joining none and start afresh.
Money vs Feelings: the eternal battle. Its rare ppl can have the best of both worlds i would say. Doing what you like and getting paid for it. I like to sleep, i dun get paid for it, i like to play football, im not pro enough. Nobody pays me to drink..... the list goes on and on. By staying in the present co, i get a good pay rise compared to that if i choose option B. Maybe the choice is clear enuff, perhaps being sentimental is my Achilles heel.
I have actually made up my mind where ill be heading with just some loose ends to tie. Whether is correct or wrong, it will only be known in the future. Guess thats the beauty of life where uncertainty lurks.
Im at a crossroad now. Lying ahead of me are three routes:
A. To carry on working in my present co. under a diff dept with a good pay.
B. Join a company with a familiar environment consisting of some colleagues i have worked for 4 years.
C. Joining none and start afresh.
Money vs Feelings: the eternal battle. Its rare ppl can have the best of both worlds i would say. Doing what you like and getting paid for it. I like to sleep, i dun get paid for it, i like to play football, im not pro enough. Nobody pays me to drink..... the list goes on and on. By staying in the present co, i get a good pay rise compared to that if i choose option B. Maybe the choice is clear enuff, perhaps being sentimental is my Achilles heel.
I have actually made up my mind where ill be heading with just some loose ends to tie. Whether is correct or wrong, it will only be known in the future. Guess thats the beauty of life where uncertainty lurks.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Miracle and Disaster
Sunday morning...i woke up at 945am although i gamed till 4am. Miracle. I was still lying on my bed when i heard my mom talking to our neightbour. 'Fwah, very suay, my son is showering, i have no keys.' Her son, is my younger bro. Of course she didnt even think abt her other son being awake at that time; not a chance. I walked to the door with my keys, opened the door for her and tell her its her lucky day and she agreed with a smile.
I spent my morning watching movies til i canot take it ard 3pm. Took a nap and the nap cost me 4 sunday hours. I woke up at 7pm. Disaster. How ironic; i wanted to wake up early so i wont waste my sunday to sleep. I managed that, but i threw it away by napping for 4hrs. Maybe im really tired. I had a cycling session with Kel the previous day. I duno how we did it but we cycled for close to 2 hrs. We combed thru ec, we went to the jetty...memoirs of bran surfaced. I used to have such fun times cycling here. We will cycle n enjoy the breeze, we will drink and chat under the tree....its all memories to me now, happy memories ill bring to my grave surely.
I spent my morning watching movies til i canot take it ard 3pm. Took a nap and the nap cost me 4 sunday hours. I woke up at 7pm. Disaster. How ironic; i wanted to wake up early so i wont waste my sunday to sleep. I managed that, but i threw it away by napping for 4hrs. Maybe im really tired. I had a cycling session with Kel the previous day. I duno how we did it but we cycled for close to 2 hrs. We combed thru ec, we went to the jetty...memoirs of bran surfaced. I used to have such fun times cycling here. We will cycle n enjoy the breeze, we will drink and chat under the tree....its all memories to me now, happy memories ill bring to my grave surely.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
lean mean machina vs bloke with a d-shaped body
I finally did it. I was talking to Addex during CNY eve abt signing up for gym. I was telling Ken to sign up for gym together for a week. I discussed with Bryan abt joining a gym for 2 weeks. Then came the hr of enlightment: i was doing the irritable channel switching activity at gran's house when i hit MTV channel. Hollywood's 100 sexist bodies were on showcase. I see Will Smith's body in I am Legend, i see Brad Pitt's in Troy...I see Brandon in the mirror....
So it is..today im officially a gym member en route to a lean mean machina. Not really also....im not looking to turn myself into The Rock or The Ultimate Warrior but it will be helpful to shed some meat off my belly. Its becoming a joke among those who have seen it and something mus be done quik before they link my belly pics to Steven Lim's videos.
I got 'yellow carded' by my manager today. Seems the back logs of my work is drving people in my company nuts. Everyone in Finance Dept is waiting for me to close their accounts. Anyone who sees me tells me their things are urgent. Someone told me to quit my job to find a better one. No one knows what im going through.
If my life span is 56, im having a mid life crisis at the moment.
So it is..today im officially a gym member en route to a lean mean machina. Not really also....im not looking to turn myself into The Rock or The Ultimate Warrior but it will be helpful to shed some meat off my belly. Its becoming a joke among those who have seen it and something mus be done quik before they link my belly pics to Steven Lim's videos.
I got 'yellow carded' by my manager today. Seems the back logs of my work is drving people in my company nuts. Everyone in Finance Dept is waiting for me to close their accounts. Anyone who sees me tells me their things are urgent. Someone told me to quit my job to find a better one. No one knows what im going through.
If my life span is 56, im having a mid life crisis at the moment.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Sweet Dreams
I had a sweet dream recently. I wont say what i dreamt abt but it was really really nice. It felt so good that when i woke up, i dont want to believe tat it was all but a dream. I have not felt such happiness for a very long time. It felt so real that when i woke up, i was left largely disappointed that it is not a reality. We all know whats reality but we choose not to face it sometimes. Thats what i did, trying to go back to sleep n hoping to dream the same dream again but it never came. Ill work towards making that dream come true. I still do, i still care.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Edison the Edoit
Its been a while, hope everyone have been good in this ratty year. Of cos, the most happenig places on earth now are Hong Kong (for the Edison episode) as well as some parts of China where copies of his 'works' are unrelentingly being copied.
I am baffled by what that kuku has said in his press conference. Sure, his dressing is being complimented as being dark and solemn but his speech somehow left much to be desired abt. I cant feel his remorse throughout the whole thing, he still want what ill called 'kek sey' and what he said really gave netizens more things to bomb him on. The best one? 'I'll be devoting my time to charity' That is a joke ill say.... First.... u dun go around telling people you are going to do charity work. That is so fake; you are telling people of the good things you are going to do. Second, does it mean tat you are doing charity work only when u have done something wrong? Yea, i might be overly critical but some comments i have read really made me laugh. People suggested he can do charity work by donating sperm to the sperm banks. Im not sure if that is in demand but i thought he shud be the hottest property for camera giants like Nikon or Canon. Given his love for photography and excellent shooting skills, no surprises if he ends up being a spokeman for either of the companies.
I am baffled by what that kuku has said in his press conference. Sure, his dressing is being complimented as being dark and solemn but his speech somehow left much to be desired abt. I cant feel his remorse throughout the whole thing, he still want what ill called 'kek sey' and what he said really gave netizens more things to bomb him on. The best one? 'I'll be devoting my time to charity' That is a joke ill say.... First.... u dun go around telling people you are going to do charity work. That is so fake; you are telling people of the good things you are going to do. Second, does it mean tat you are doing charity work only when u have done something wrong? Yea, i might be overly critical but some comments i have read really made me laugh. People suggested he can do charity work by donating sperm to the sperm banks. Im not sure if that is in demand but i thought he shud be the hottest property for camera giants like Nikon or Canon. Given his love for photography and excellent shooting skills, no surprises if he ends up being a spokeman for either of the companies.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Just when im slowly taking it for granted...
I was having a chat with Cherv n Kel after a hearty meal when Dad called. He was at the hospital; granny isnt doing too good and there might be a possibility things will turn for the worst. I ended the gathering and made my way to the hospital and how the old familiar feeling resurfaces.
We all get worried when we hear news like this. We get even more worried if we have all along took it for granted that they will constantly be there whenever we want to see them at every weekend family gathering. I saw my relatives waiting at the leisure corner cos the doctor n nurses were drawing blood/urine samples and attaching wires onto my beloved gran. We waited for a good 1/2 hr before they were done and i walked into the ward full of sick patients. I saw her asleep, with a weathered face apparently enduring a pain which we wouldnt know how it really felt on her tired body. Doctors advised they will do tests on the samples collected and revert thereafter but this is still a critical time. My eyes felt wet, my nose turned runny, i want to cry but decided to cry 'inside' instead. I have to give the mental toughness n support to my other aunts who were there. The last thing i wan is to start a crying ensemble in the ward at 1130pm. The feeling isnt good when this is the only 80 plus year old lady im very very close with in this world.
We all get worried when we hear news like this. We get even more worried if we have all along took it for granted that they will constantly be there whenever we want to see them at every weekend family gathering. I saw my relatives waiting at the leisure corner cos the doctor n nurses were drawing blood/urine samples and attaching wires onto my beloved gran. We waited for a good 1/2 hr before they were done and i walked into the ward full of sick patients. I saw her asleep, with a weathered face apparently enduring a pain which we wouldnt know how it really felt on her tired body. Doctors advised they will do tests on the samples collected and revert thereafter but this is still a critical time. My eyes felt wet, my nose turned runny, i want to cry but decided to cry 'inside' instead. I have to give the mental toughness n support to my other aunts who were there. The last thing i wan is to start a crying ensemble in the ward at 1130pm. The feeling isnt good when this is the only 80 plus year old lady im very very close with in this world.
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